I needed to take a long break.
I realized during a very tumultuous 2012 that I had to
reassess the reasons I felt is was necessary to have this page and I also needed
to reassess what it was I actually wanted to share. I want to thank all of you
that have messaged me to get back to sharing and I decided that 2014 was going
to be a new start here for me.
2012 was a year of curve balls thrown and more than a few
bumps along my path. Those frustrations kept me from the desire to write, it no
longer seemed to give me the pleasure of release that it once had and as the
year passed I found the desire for some introspection.
2013 dawned brighter and clearer and my path of revelations
and reorganization on both a personal and professional level truly was at the
core of my path. I am not saying that 2013 was a smooth journey by any means.
In fact, 2013 was a truly insightful experience on so many levels.
I sat down on many evenings with the genuine desire to start
sharing again, but it seemed that I was still not ready. I think that at the
core of much of my journey was the loss of my two fuzzy companions of the last
18 years.
Just after my last post in 2012 one of my beloved cats Alex
got very sick, we cared for her diligently for the last remaining months of her
life and guided as gently as possible on her way. Then, just 4 months later her
littermate and sister Niki started showing signs of weight loss. We lost Niki 8
months after loosing Alex. These two beautiful creatures had been with me for close
to 2/5's of my life and the void left has been vast.
I plan on sharing more new work and my travel/teaching plans
and share insights into my life.
I welcome 2014 with genuine excitement. I am pleased to have
the desire to write again. Let's begin the journey anew with a fresh sense of
adventure. My goal for 2014 is to post every Wednesday.. (No Laughing Now!) I make
this announcement with full acknowledgement that this first post of 2014 is
actually being posted on Thursday.... It really was started yesterday.
2 comments:
Welcome back to blogging! I look forward to reading your thoughts again... and hopefully seeing you at some point during Gem Show!
Very sorry to hear about the loss of your two, I can only imagine how much they meant to you. Take care of you and yours.
And welcome back to blogging.
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